Monday, December 8, 2008

the most beautiful woman

Well she certainly was the most beautiful woman and it wasnt just her looks that iam talking about.Her charm went much beyond her physical beauty which faded away as she left all of us.And even though she isnt anymore with us i can still feel her warmth& herlove.Be it her reassuring smile after a bad day at school or her soothing head massage one day before an exam,each of it made me love her more and more.
Its been almost an year that she left all of us yet its diificult to imagine life wihout her....my ancestral home will never be the same again...who would greet me with the biggest smile when i go back home.....who would nurse my cough & cold,who would tell me stories at night even when iam 21 years old......
20 years of my life that i knew her,she touched my life in the most beautiful way,she taught me to love, gave me unconditional love, gave me the best hugs when i used to fear ghosts at night.....
its hard to come in terms with a life without her....yet theres a beleif she is watching me and correcting me evan today
hope she's happy wherever she is
hope i can give love to everyone the way she loved all of us
hope i can be as generous and forgiving as her....
Even though her blue eyes and pink cheeks cease to exist today.....the love she spread will love forever...
Love you lots
how i wish i could tell you all this when you were alive....