Monday, December 1, 2008

aarrrggghhhh...................

Whoever said everything happens for a reason was really right in making such a statement but what really intrigues me is the fact that most of us are not aware of that reason ever. If not most of us I will at least vouch for myself because I am always wondering whether most of the things that take place around me really have a hidden reason behind them or not.
Be it my loved ones getting mad at me or friends having grudges its almost surprising why such things happen. And the funniest part is that these are the people who mean the world to me & I end up upsetting them
There are mny times in ones life when one really doesn’t intend to do or say cerain things but sometimes circumstances are such that things just happen . later when one looks back at them it seems really bizzare that why these things ever happened .
I vividly remember my school days where everything around me was very pure, away from any complexity of the real world. People surrounding me were genuine or maybe I was really naïve to be able able to differentiate between the genuine and non- genuine people. It was never about hurting someone or being plain mean just for the heck of it, apologies that were meted were actually meant , nothing was hidden.
Today its been just a few years that I have outgrown school and college and the world doesn’t seem the same any more.
I have seen people change right under my nose and believe me it aint funny. Its strange how the same people who were your best pals have suddenly ceased to acknowlwge your presence.
Well it hurts and can be extremely demotivating for any sane person to handle but I guess its better to leave it at that cos the more we delve into dat the more complicated it gets to handle.

Today again life has has got me to crossroads where it has again become important to make a decision which will decide my future course and its now very pivotaal for me to take a call.
It’s a moment of truth an hour of calling and I have to soon make a prudent move………and well life just goes on…..

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