hello again

Hmmm, its been long that I did some introspection or may be some retrospection ,
Or maybe I did but was probably too busy to pen it down.
My fault again for being a lazy bum but then 3 months at home after a long hiatus and forcing oneself to write something is too much to ask for. And yeah 3 months at home just flew away, even before I thought I was getting used to the delectable home cooked food, cosy bed to sleep, tight hugs from mom and lo & behold twas time to head back to pune once gain.

Oh how much I hate it…..back to the rigamorale of college life….classes…submissions….and a lot more unyielding activities done for the heck of doing which are hardly a value add to ones personality. More so the third semester is actually bugging coz deres hardly nethn that’s to be learnt in class but is more of a self help kind of thing…..yet one is stuck in college for nuts.

Nevertheless in this flurry of activities is one good thing which is spending time with people who have become indispensible in a place which is miles away from home….and to think of it…..it may become so difficult to keep in touch wid them after we all head in different directions after placements is slightly nauseatic.

Yet for whatever time we are here….its absolute fun to hang with each other, crack non sensical jokes. Gossip, bitch and much more. Cant believe few days from now we all will be settled in different cities dependent on cell phones to keep in touch.

I get reminded of my dad who when in a very nostalgic moods vividly narrates incidents from his college life….and I used to sit beside him thinking mine still has time to get over….and what I see suddenly before I could even realise my college life is going to get over….too soon…too fast…..and ‘OH MY GOD , I AM DONE WITH MY MBA’

Iam jus few months away from this milwstone and the thought of it also freaks me out…..cos all this while I was thinking I have come here to refine myselg to be a good manger , to enter the corporate world….and how time just flew away.
One and ahalf years down the line iam a little more educated but iam not wiser for sure.
Probably more informed but hardly smarter…

And reality suddenly daunts me….what have I been doing all these days….dis I screw up things all over again??....or may be iam getting unneccesarily paranoid….

God only knows whats happening…..but I wish to figure it out very soon….before this time also flies off…..

I will be back soon
Maybe a little smarter……