Monday, December 8, 2008

the most beautiful woman

Well she certainly was the most beautiful woman and it wasnt just her looks that iam talking about.Her charm went much beyond her physical beauty which faded away as she left all of us.And even though she isnt anymore with us i can still feel her warmth& herlove.Be it her reassuring smile after a bad day at school or her soothing head massage one day before an exam,each of it made me love her more and more.
Its been almost an year that she left all of us yet its diificult to imagine life wihout her....my ancestral home will never be the same again...who would greet me with the biggest smile when i go back home.....who would nurse my cough & cold,who would tell me stories at night even when iam 21 years old......
20 years of my life that i knew her,she touched my life in the most beautiful way,she taught me to love, gave me unconditional love, gave me the best hugs when i used to fear ghosts at night.....
its hard to come in terms with a life without her....yet theres a beleif she is watching me and correcting me evan today
hope she's happy wherever she is
hope i can give love to everyone the way she loved all of us
hope i can be as generous and forgiving as her....
Even though her blue eyes and pink cheeks cease to exist today.....the love she spread will love forever...
Love you lots
how i wish i could tell you all this when you were alive....

Sunday, December 7, 2008

love is in the air

Not one of my best composed poems...yet like it because i wrote this for a competition in 10 mins flat.....


Love is in the air

Sitting on a sofa sipping my daily cup of tea
Trying to read a book yet lost in my dreams
Smiling foolishly without a reason
Feeling warm in the coldest season
Is love in the air?

Going for a stroll in a heavy downpour
Drenched completely yet asking for more
Theres a song on the lips, a dance in the walk
No clue of the destination yet fervour in the walk
Is love in the air?


Gazing at the stars on a silent clear night
No fear of tomorrow, no worries in sight
Dreaming about the unseen, the unheard things
Flying away smoothly with air beneath my wings
Is love in the air?

The world seems perfect, the people look great
Theres a charm within for there is nothing at stake
A calm heart and a composed head
Knowing everything even before its said
Is love in the air?

A rendezvous with a special someone
Clenching all fears towards him I run
A tight hug that shows all the care
The world ceases to exist right there
With a zillion thouthts in mind ready to share
Yes, i guess love is in the air….

Monday, December 1, 2008

aarrrggghhhh...................

Whoever said everything happens for a reason was really right in making such a statement but what really intrigues me is the fact that most of us are not aware of that reason ever. If not most of us I will at least vouch for myself because I am always wondering whether most of the things that take place around me really have a hidden reason behind them or not.
Be it my loved ones getting mad at me or friends having grudges its almost surprising why such things happen. And the funniest part is that these are the people who mean the world to me & I end up upsetting them
There are mny times in ones life when one really doesn’t intend to do or say cerain things but sometimes circumstances are such that things just happen . later when one looks back at them it seems really bizzare that why these things ever happened .
I vividly remember my school days where everything around me was very pure, away from any complexity of the real world. People surrounding me were genuine or maybe I was really naïve to be able able to differentiate between the genuine and non- genuine people. It was never about hurting someone or being plain mean just for the heck of it, apologies that were meted were actually meant , nothing was hidden.
Today its been just a few years that I have outgrown school and college and the world doesn’t seem the same any more.
I have seen people change right under my nose and believe me it aint funny. Its strange how the same people who were your best pals have suddenly ceased to acknowlwge your presence.
Well it hurts and can be extremely demotivating for any sane person to handle but I guess its better to leave it at that cos the more we delve into dat the more complicated it gets to handle.

Today again life has has got me to crossroads where it has again become important to make a decision which will decide my future course and its now very pivotaal for me to take a call.
It’s a moment of truth an hour of calling and I have to soon make a prudent move………and well life just goes on…..