Iam 21 years old.....
This statement just doesnt sound right....i maen its true iam 21...but not really 21 years old.The word old has a very differnt meaning from my viewpoint...old i guess should be in terms of maturity and wisdom. Age has just nothing to do with it.
Iam staying away from home and anyone at my age wudnt really have a problem with it. But for me not seeing my parents everyday,not geeting the warmth and comfort of home is very demoralising.
Everytime i have a little problem i want to run to my father, give him a tight hug and feel reassured that it will be taken care of.But all this doesnt seem to happen here....i have to fend for my self....solve my problems....find solutions...modify them if they are not right...
I may have celebrated 21 bdays but i have still not learnt how to hide my sadness n keep a straight face....i cant even give a fake smile to let the world know that iam fine....i still have to learn to hide my emotions when i dont want anyone to know what's going on in my head....
Maybe iam learning all dis, maybe iam not
Deres a slight chance that all this is probably good for me....or maybe iam presuming too much.
Even though its an arduous deal to save myself from becoming a laughing stock....deres content within that i can face myself in the glass...
Maybe i will grow up soon to be called 21 years old...maybe iam happy being 21 years young
MAYBE
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